Wednesday, August 4

Isabelle, Xiu Feng and I combed the whole of Tiong to find suitable presents for Sherlyn and Jonathan. Why must their birthdays be so close?? Its only a day apart. Had to go get money. Sighhhh. But when me and Isabelle found ideal presents we screamed and slapped hi-5s. Jonathan and Zhengyong joined us later. It was rather fun, all five of us. It was like old friends reuniting. haha. Nola just joking. But it was fun. We played the barbaric version of "scissors, paper, stone". I played with Jonathan. His knuckles were so hard that when I hit him once my thumb bruised. Geez. But it was fun. We crapped and all. That was when I felt the happiest. I would always feel the happiest when Jon's around. Yeah.

Shucks, I think I failed my humanities test. Beaver said so. Haisss. But who's to blame but myself. I didnt study enough. Oops. Speaking of studying I didnt study for my chinese test tomorrow!! Oh no oh no oh no!! Sigh. Die sia. Gonna fail two tests. Grrr.

And I just read Gab's diary. Her personal one. Very, very, very personal. She let me read and after I read it I was rather speechless. Her journal brought me into a world of the uimaginable. Geez. Her journal told me the hidden story of the sister I thought I knew. I found out many things that happened. And, yeah, I was rather shocked.

I know God can determine who suffers and who doesnt. I wish He'd transfer all of Gab's to me. Mine's alot, so some more wouldnt matter. I wish Gab wouldnt "suffer" like that. Sigh. All the love probs concerned her best friend too. Best friend. Sighhh. Poor Gabby.

And Isabelle has my handphone!! *weeps. She took it home by mistake I guess. She was at Outram in her dad's car when she sms-ed Jon. Sigh. When I called her she couldnt seem more reluctant to come back to Tiong and return it to me. When I told her to give it back to me tomorrow I thought I heard a hint of relief in her voice. Puh-lease. Her dad has a car and she's only at Outram. Thats what, one stop away from Tiong with the MRT. With cars it'll be even faster. Hope she doesnt use my phone. The sms rate will shoot to the ceiling and when the bill comes it wont be the only thing to hit the ceiling. My mom'd freak. And I feel like something's missing without my phone to tote around. =(

Yeah and I guess Joshua has a new girl. He isnt my ex but Isabelle kept insisting that it was. Hey, who was his "ex"? Who knows better? You probably dont even understand what "annul" means. Sheesh. Stop assuming stuff bout my life, kay? Its getting on my nerves. And only a few are left. The others are squashed flat by you already. Keep it up, you're getting there. Note the sarcasm. Yeah so Joshua has a new girl. So whats new?

michi ]|[ 17:47